Mentally Done

I am so tired! Work has been very exhausting. From doing the ordering for the whole practice - and just trying to stay sain- - I am just mentally done! Have you ever gotten the feeling where you just want to crawl in a hole and hit the rewind button? My brain is so stacked with responsibility - that I get overwelmed. There are 20 women in this practice, and a couple of them are just waiting for me to fail. Every night I go home and say, " Okay, tomorrow will be a better day and I will just keep my mouth shut - not say a word!" But, I do and htan I go home that very same night feeling that very same way! Ughhhhhhhhhhhh. Did I tell you how excited I am to not hear my neighbor SLAM his door shut every hour? Sometimes I imagine myself going out there and saying, "I HAVE A BABY THAT IS TRYING TO SLEEP, MUST YOU SLAM YOUR DOOR LIKE HARRY AND THE HENDERSONS????" Than I think twice and remember I am 5 foot 2 inches tall - a little on the chubby side... I am not as threatening as I seem..... Dang! On a positive note... our apprasil came in at 2,000 dollars over what we purchased it for - so we are home free there! Not the underwriter goes to town.... Lord, please give us a nice underwriter! Tomorrow- is a new day and I will go in there shut my mouth and just putz along! I think I can, I think I can! I'll let ya know!

Nothing Better To Do But Blog

In the midst of panic mode packing to get the condo ready for rent - we packed my books, bibles, studies, and my ereader.... So this leaves me with nothing else to do but blog! I have nothing to write in either... stupid of me. Look at sweet Samantha riding in her Jeep the wrong way. I love how her little blonde hair is sprouting through!
If everything goes smoothly - this is where Scott, Samantha and I will cozy on in and spend many years together. We are now in the terrible process of paper work and signing your life away. The apprasial (I know I did not spell that right Ma) has been ordered, the property management company has been contacted... Now we must sit and wait. I am not a very patient person - so this will be a long month. But, this week Scott has a well deserved vacation from work,Friday is SMC's 32nd birthday, Saturday School starts (hopefully), the next weekend is the sweet baby shower for Millie and Kelli, and than my 22nd birthday! Hopefully I will be moving into a house shortly after or even on my Birthday!
Sam decided to help with the move to storage by taking out all, and I mean ALL of the DVD's. So helpful... Tonight Sam and I enjoyed so Spasssghetti at Aunt Kelli, Uncle Bryan, and Cousin Sophie and Clara's house. Sam decided to lean forward in her chair and end up on the floor... oh so many spills and falls to come. I guess that's the joy of parenting!
I must admit I will miss our sweet (easy to clean) condo. I will not miss those stairs though! I have taken a couple of spills that have left me bruised! I love our Condo the most in the fall - so at least I will get one last breath of that fresh, crisp, golf course air one last time.
I will miss Sam's first bedroom. I asked Scott to paint it this pretty green while I was in Washington State with my Ma... and he did it! I got home, ran to the room and was so thrilled with the result - and could not wait to put fairies, silly pictures, and build my little ones crib. Now, we must paint over with white paint, take down the pictures, and it'll probably turn into an office or maybe another child's bedroom? Is it wierd that I have an attatchment to this place?
This is the place where we can eat our meals and be a family. I requested no TV during dinner because the TV will be so easily watchable - Scott agreed and has already put my request into effect. Hopefully for Miss Sam's 1st Birthday - we can have the Mastons/Parks/Campbells over for Ice cream and cake. Sam will be happy to see all her family in one spot!
Have you met little Millie Rose yet? She looks just like Clara Belle did when she was a wee one! Millie is going to have my middle name. It is a family name, I must admit I was very thrilled when that decision was made. Mille will be arriving right around Sam's first Birthday! Sam and I will head over to the Park Pep Squad house to help with little one and maybe even take the girls home with me for a fairy princess sleep over if their mommy lets me. I have to admit, I sit in bed at night and think about all the fun things we shall do while their mommy and daddy soak up Little MRP. Popcorn, Tinkerbelle, Ice Cream, and lots of running and jumping!


You must turn your labtop 180 degrees to view this picture due to my laziness! Well, I'm off to bed - Sam wakes up at 7 a.m. and is rarin' to go! Good Night... Maybe this blog thing will continue a couple more nights.
XOXO